Saturday, August 29, 2009

Evony.

GOD, I HATE HOW THE AD BANNER ADVERTISING THE STRATEGY GAME "EVONY" IS 80% TAKEN UP EITHER BY A PICTURE OF SOME HALF NAKED WOMAN WITH AN ORGASMIC FACE AND TITS SPILLING OUT OF HER DRESS, OR THIS WOMAN IN LINGERIE LYING DOWN (CLEAVAGE GALORE) WITH WORDS "PLAY NOW, MY LORD FLOATING NEXT TO HER. CAN YOU SAY "PORN-LIKE SUBMISSIVE EVERY-GUY'S-FANTASY DICTION?? AND IT'S EVERY-FUCKING-WHERE. GOD I'M SO GROSSED OUT.

AND IT'S EVERYWHERE. HAVE THE ADVERTISERS NO SENSE OF SHAME, MODESTY OR RELEVANCE??

OH AND LOOK, THERE'S A NEW BANNER YET!

I also read this. Really insightful. GO READ IT EVERYONE!
Barack Obama's change: Intolerance

xoxo
Bex

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Self-declared break coming to an end!

BOO! Self-declared break coming to an end! DDDDDDDDDX If anyone has noticed, I've had more free time to blog nowadays, so I better blog while I can before studies come back and jump on me from behind! Then I'll have lots of typos in the ensuing struggle. HAHA OKAY STOP.

Today I went to SJC's family day '09 after ballet! Miss Gina didn't come today so we just did class on our own. I'm dreadful at the dance. DX So anyways, I had a GREAT TIME. Went "shopping" and got 10 indianish bangles cause I thought of mum. Did I mention that she's gna do an indian dance performance for teacher's day on monday in SJC? HAHA I wish I could see it, but I'll be in school meself. So the bangles are totally pretty, and I'm glad I bought them. XD I also got an elephant ring, food prizes from a "throw the eyeball in the hole (wtf?)" game, a soft toy and stickers from various games to redeem for prizes at the end of the day. Xing helped me get 2 by fishing marbles out of a cup. HAHA. <3 So I got her something with my redemption stickers, together with a figurine of a bear I left on mum's desk. I bought two balloon dogs for Fon and I, but mine popped later on when I left. DX Food was a hotdog bun (fab ketchup!) and a slice of pizza. Think the pizza earned most profit; 3 bucks a slice! And I got a coke and later on a lychee packet drink that I trashed before I was halfway done CAUSE I WANTED TO RIDE THE RODEO! XD First time know! Next time not scared to take already, cause I stayed on for pretty long! Got 5 stickers for that as I clung on determinedly for DEAR LIFE, whilst Xing and Fon were busy taking incriminating videos! DAMNIT! Mr Lim gave some helpful advice when I was slipping off, and I scrambled back into a stable position. Toes were gripping on the rope, and I swear my hands were frozen onto the damn rope or I was getting rope burn. Hahahahaha. After that, inner thighs hurt like crap, but it was real fun. Hahahahaha.

ONE SPECIAL PARAGRAPH FOR SIS' HAUNTED HOUSE. I got 5 stickers for that cause we had to collect tokens during the walk. And we got like 9 cause Fon and I were efficiently plucking them out of blood-stained hands. Honestly, if I wasn't with Fon, I would've been pretty scared. HAHA. There was great make up and pretty ghoulish looking people, and I saw my hairy spider first thing through the door, dangling from the ceiling! Poor darling, but I suppose he'll be alright scaring people silly. XD He's been with me every April Fool's Day since I got him from NZ about 7 years ago. HAHA. It was real awesome, and sis made 1K PLUS! YEY SIS! Their queue was like miles long for the whole bloody 5 hours. Totally owned 3B's queue who had a haunted house too, cause those people play dirty. Wanted to chase sis' class out of their venue, TSK. I'm glad the hard work (sai gang) paid off! (:

FUN DAY TODAY! Had a fab time. YEY!

Btw, I forgot to mention yesterday that my lips felt over-used at the end of the day. No prizes for guessing why. XDDDDD OH and I'm SUPER BURNT and black. HURTS LIKE A MOFO. But I like my tan YEY!

xoxo
Bex

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Friday, August 28, 2009

Sentosa!

HAD AN AMAZING DAY AT SENTOSA TODAY.

I met SH at kovan at 9ish, and we journeyed to Harbourfront! I almost wanted to get off at Outram cause I forgot myself for a second. HAHAHA. Then we kinda got lost cause we wanted to walk there (stupid) and ended up deciding to take the Monorail, and eventually stumbled upon the Monorail area. Of course, the bf had to say "I always knew it was there". HAHA typical. I took pictures on the way there, until I realised looking like a tourist in my own country isn't good. XD Otw there I saw rollercoasters under construction! YEY CAN'T WAIT TO RIDE THEM, 2010 HERE I COME!

When we reached, we made a beeline for 7-11 cause I was hungry. HAHA. Got a pizza bar and SH got a bao and a big gulp. THERE WERE ANTS IN THE BLOODY GRAPE SODA LIKE WTH SO GROSS. Imagine if we drank it without seeing! We got the free watertight cap, only to realise we can't poke our straw into it. Gave up trying to hack our way into it with SH's "dagger" and got a normal cap. HAHA. Then, first stop, Palawan Beach! We walked to "The southernmost point of Continental Asia" and mucked around upstairs at the wooden towers. XD We were the only ones there for a while, then people started to come, so we scrammed.

Made our way to Siloso Beach and meddled around for a good couple of hours until it was LUNCH TIME! I VOW TO GO TO CAFE DEL MAR AT THE EOY WHEN I'M THIN AND WANT A HOT TAN! Oh we saw a big bunch of random people, like a camp or something, cheers, matching tees and all. One group took the mono with us. Anyways, we walked to this place called Oscar Oscar where the chips I was craving for were like 7 BUCKS FOR A BAG. But my craves know no bounds, so I went ahead and bought it, tgt with a float at the bf's request. XD So not a proper lunch, so I went back to a 7-11 (wth) and got another pizza bar. Only realised now that darling didn't eat much there, only like that bao, a few bites from my bar, lots of drinks and a bit of B&J from me later. AIYOYO.

So by then we were pretty sick of walking around and getting nowhere but Imbiah, so we rented bikes! $15 for 3 hours + 1 hour free! Not too bad luh. So we cycled like madmadmad. Hahahaha. Like over mennymenny km, methinks. Kept going to Tanjong Beach, which was really deserted. So after heavy bouts of cycling and a failed attempt to conquer the hill to Max's place, we went to B&Js at Siloso Point and I got Sweet Cream and Cookies (predictable) with a marachino cherry on top! YUM. Cycled a bit more, and turned them in to return to the mainland! Went to Vivo for dinner and HOME. DX Can't see him for a week, but I will tahan! <3

Oh, several times we walked/cycled past this beach side stand; the bloody sign saying "Hot dogs, cold beer" was so freaking enticing everytime. Everything there was quite ex, but they do have a right to a monopoly, so I just have to suck it up and accept it! We kept being stupid and stubborn (read overtaking for MILES) to each other while we were on our bikes, but we were just playing. XD And of course, it was undisclosed, but there was lots of lovin' today. HEEHEE. But I do adore spending the whole day with the one I love. <3 Cept I was a bit painful towards the end, but of course, we were dandy a while later.

So it was a beautiful day, complete with really bad sunburns (including NOSE and FEET!), knee aches and a hesitant attitude towards the pain I'll face tomorrow. But I'll always treasure this memory, the fun we had and time we spent together.

I LOVE YOU DARLING.

I'LL ALWAYS REMEMBER TODAY,

HOW MUCH FUN I HAD

<33333333


xoxo
Bex

PS: We have HEAPS! to do at eoy! XD

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Thursday, August 27, 2009

WHOOOOOOOOOOOOO. An interesting day, at last! After last night, I woke up at 9.15 to tell Haniel to meet me at Heartland mall at 11 instead, cause I was too knackered to meet him at 10 as originally planned. XD I received an sms from Xing saying we might not be able to go over, but Haniel suggested we meet up first and "play by ear". Right. HAHA. So I journeyed down, and bought Vagisil! before Haniel came down. I hope it works! XDDDDD HAHAHAHA TMI OKAY. Then we went for the massage. SUPER SHIOK. Haniel got the cute guy. DX But I heard he had sweaty palms. Mine had dry warm hands and a firm touch. YEY HAHAHAHA SO WRONG BUT WHATEVS. After that, I was supposed to meet Fiqo to lend him my dual-connector but he was held up by the rain, so Hans and I went to Macs for lunch in the meantime. I was still stuffed from last night's SUKI BUFFET WITH HANS AND XING so I couldn't finish. DX Haniel proceeded to have cake after his upsized Zinger meal. -.- Still no Fiqo.

EVENTUALLY Xing picked up cause we were supposed to call her in the event that she wakes up to jie, and we could go over. Then at the mrt, nicely coincided on purpose with Fiqo as we were getting into the train, and him getting out. HAHA. Went to Xing's, COOED LIKE SEOW OVER HER GORGEOUS MULTITUDE OF HAMSTERS, and went back. Summary luh uh. THEY'RE SO GORGEOUS. Especially the really quiet, docile, BIG Syrian, which gets hyper when you meddle with him. HEEHEE. She inspired me to cage my hamster the "Xing" way, but mum said mine's old and gna die soon cause he's sleeping all the time, so I shouldn't spend money. It makes me sad, so maybe I'll just get temporal things for him, like nice food so he'll live a happy remaining life. DX I'm in denial too, telling myself he sleeps lots cause hamsters are HAIRY MINI-PIGS. XD



Last night, tonight. I want tomorrow night as well. BAH.
WHAT'S THE MATTER WITH ME.

I had a beautiful time tonight, albeit short-lived. Tomorrow will be the best day ever. <3

xoxo
Bex

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Wednesday, August 26, 2009

Layout.

BLOODY BLOGGER'S LAYOUT'S SCREWED UP.
AND I CAN'T CHANGE HTML CAUSE IT'S FUCKED.\

Exams done today! Stuff ourselves (Hans, Xing, I) at Hougang Suki. I love their chawanmushi and kakiage, and of course cha soba. But the sashimi cut is horrendous... SAD. DX Tomorrow gna go for a massage then to Xing's for a hamster visit! Then ballet where Miss Gina will pass me my top. YEY it's good, until I have to study again. DX

xoxo
Bex

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Tuesday, August 25, 2009

Stupid internet.

Damn it luh! I think the bloody internet's just slow in my room. A SIGN TO STUDY! But I conveniently migrated to the parentals' room - they're all at NTUC with sis, shopping for supplies for her haunted house on SJC's family day! YEY POSSIBLE OLD FRIEND REUNION, IF WE'RE LUCKY. Mum's got 50 bucks worth of coupons, how handy. XD

So anyways, I lost hope for Hello Kitty, it's sold out everywhere. BOOHOOHOO. And we're not going Escape anymore cause of SH's back. He said eoy then go, but I suppose it'll be overcrowded... But on the plus side, Escape wouldn't DARE have any rides down during peak season! MUAHAHA YEY.

Lit was kinda awful today. Dno why, wasn't in analysis-zone, ended up being kinda narrative... But econs was alright. I was so knackered, I grouched my way with Xing and Haniel til I got home and SLEPT. Dno why exams take the best out of me. Then dinner was quite nice cause mum nicely helped me scrape fish off. And the veg was brussel sprouts. I LOVE THEM so I took the whole damn bowl and grazed til there was none left. DX

On other news, I finally put the sand bath in my (remaining) hamster's cage and he totally loved it! YEY. Can't wait to give him the tidbits Xing gave me today, if only I didn't forgetfully leave them in my locker. DX Nevermind, I suppose he can only take SO MANY surprises! HAHA. Yesterday I gave him a rollini, today was the sand bath. I spotted the rollini, already half eaten! Tomorrow he's SO in for a treat. :) Treasuring my darling more cause he might leave me at any time, as seen with the other, and I DON'T WANT THAT! And this one already escaped once on a dangerous mission and ended up in the living room! DX I shall watch him more! <3

xoxo
Bex

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Monday, August 24, 2009

Taiwan Typhoon!

Blogger, facebook and twitter's screwed cause of the damn Taiwan Typhoon! SOMEONE PLEASE GET BRAINS AND MAKE THE DAMN CONNECTION CABLES NATURAL-DISASTER-RESISTANT!
I just have photos cause I'm too damn lazy. Plus nothing's happening nowadays. AND I CAN'T UPLOAD THEM. DAMNIT. PHOTOBUCKET HERE I COME!

-edit- Photobucket doesn't behave properly. DOWN IT GOES. BAH. So much for my photos. HAHA.

xoxo
Bex

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Saturday, August 22, 2009

Haniel!

He buys me presents.
He goes out with me, just the two of us.
He calls me dear.
He's told me he loves me.
He's changed my life.
I told him I love him.
I've changed his life.
I call him darling.
I slept tgt with him twice.
I go shopping and look out for shirts that will suit him.

Who's he?

HANIEL!

HAH!

xoxo
Bex

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The sky looks so blue, with a few clouds here and there. Today looks like it just came back from the laundry, so bright and clear and clean. XD If only we could wash our minds and souls the same way. I WNA FEEL BRIGHT, CLEAR AND INCANDESCENTLY HAPPY AGAIN. DX Just like when I was young, and able to jump on people without getting yelled at.

And no, I won't use Vanish Powder 02. ~O~

Edit: MISS GINA GOT MY DON'T COPY ME TOP ALREADY! YEYYYY!

Actually, days are better, aside from the fucking rash I've got since my exams, and what with the weather and all.

WHY IT'S BETTER.
1. Better focus on studies
2. Got a fabulous boyfriend.
3. Ditto that with friends!
4. Fab friends dig fab boyfriend
5. BACK HURTS ALMOST NO MORE!!!!! (sitting all day cause of exams, perhaps)
6. Might get a happy meal for the Hello Kitty memorabilia!!!

So maybe I haven't grown up to be dull, frizzy and BLEARGH just yet. XD

xoxo
Bex

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Wednesday, August 19, 2009

Exam sustainability.

Guide to exam sustainability
Don't take them.

HAHAHAHA.

God. Stressed. But I memorise things real good when stressed for some reason. I was soaking it all in, in the library like 30 minutes before geog. Of course, nothing I memorised came out... O.o And I'm getting that whole eyesight thing when you look at your paper for like 2/3 hours without resting your eyes then when you look up, it's kinda blurry and you feel slightly cross-eyed (italicised for effect XD).

At least I don't have that lazy-and-no-mood-to-do-any-work feeling I had like two weeks before prelims. Then the week before kicked in and suddenly I was on a high powered study craze. After reading Haniel's post, I realised that the two times I studied with him, he was the one succumbing to distractions and sleeping, which I didn't do AT ALL. DON'T DO THAT HANIEL. But knowing that there are two more months of this exhaustion, stress and constant teetering on the edge of a nervous breakdown makes me wonder how am I gna cope later. Can I really keep this up? I haven't been in this strange zone before, and I dno what will happen if I push it. Can I cope, or will I burn out? Don't wna think about it yet; the thought of it frightens me. Wonder how long my new found drive can last. I DON'T KNOW ANYTHING ABOUT THIS PERIOD OF MY LIFE RIGHT NOW.

But I don't feel normal anymore. Like, I find myself thinking in a really structured way. I'm still impulsive and fun, but when I work things out it's like I'm a robot. Is it permanent??

I'M FUCKING SCARED.

Sigh...
Not 18, and I'm slowly forgetting how to live.

xoxo
Bex

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Monday, August 17, 2009

Exams.

Exams are killing me...
And I miss the boyfriend. DX After two whole days (thursday and friday) with him, I miss him like crazy. DX

Three down, hell to go.

xoxo
Bex

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Wednesday, August 12, 2009

From the past

Oh I found a past post I like. It'll always apply.

Reminds me of you.
And I hate to admit it, but I still think of you.
Sometimes.
And I shouldn't.
Cause you're a jerk.





It may not be tomorrow.
But I WILL stop thinking of you one day.
When I'm good and ready.
I'll kick that fucking familiar ache out of my heart forever.

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Bastard.

It's a well known fact that you're a bastard, a jerk, an asshole.
It's true.
And you're not worth it.

But that's not all you were too.
And I lost you unwillingly.
It's been so long, but...
Sometimes I forget myself, and it still hurts.

It's funny how good memories haunt you when all you wna do is throw them away so you'll forget.

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Tuesday, August 11, 2009

CHAOMUGGERXZXZ HXC

I'm studying like a mugger now. XD
I should've just said MUGGING.
Right.
HAHAHAHAHA.
Aleem says I'm insane, like what with how I was behaving today.
ME THINKS I'M GETTING INSANE CAUSE ACADEMICS IS PUSHING SENSE OUT OF MY HEAD.

Hope I can maintain this studying habit though.

xoxo
Bex

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Saturday, August 8, 2009

Thanksgiving!

Thanksgiving last night was SO awesome. XD I loved the Peter Goh supermario one, and the PE department's lei gu. Mainly cause Mr Tan looked like a steamyhot mafia dude. XD EEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE. <3

I went to ballet and sat in cause of my back. Hopefully next week I can dance again. And I got my new bag cause Adeline brought it over! YEYYYYYYYYY IT'S PRETTY. I'm stressed out. DX I need to practice en pointe again, I have to whip my toes and ankles into OBEDIENCE.

Gna get on facebook now, it's calling me. XD

PS:I miss my darling so much, even though we met today, and spent so much time together this week. Maybe cause I know I can't be with him for two plus weeks cause of prelims. DX I'LL MISS HIM LIKE CRAZY!!!!!!!!

xoxo
Bex

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Everybody's changing

Everybody's changing and I don't feel the same.

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Sunday, August 2, 2009

Will Run!

So I ran 15km yesterday. XD Wasn't even tired tired. HAHAHA. Only the last few rounds when I went off by myself. I drank a real lot, but for some reason only pee-ed a little. O.o I had like no appetite to eat after that and kinda felt pukey, but I was alright by dinner! Was bloody tired in the afternoon when I met SH, and kinda pissy, but he always cheers me up by being silly. XD Church-ed, and went to Seoul Gardens! Yummy yummy yummy, char siew chicken and black pepper beef will always be my first loves at Seoul Gardens. Hahaha.

Went to Converse after dinner and mum got sis and I a pair of Converse Kids each! This makes my second pair. The first was a Zombie Monkey kids pair with elastic laces, and this one is like a really glam pink-flowers-and-bunnies velcro pair! HAHAHA WHEEEE SO HAPPY. Pity it wasn't completely HOT PINK, that would've been really hot. XD I think my metabolism rate has increased temporarily cause I hardly feel super full and I'm eating quite a bit. Eep, don't wna put on weight now! Hahaha.

I WILL FOCUS ON STUDIES.

xoxo
Bex

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