Thursday, July 5, 2007

LETTER ABOUT E AND GEE.

Here's a letter from a fan on her myspace blog. So it's about Eliza and Gerard, and I bet almost EVERYONE here is NOT interested and- OH MY GOD. TOTALLY SPIES IS ON. AND ALEX IS WEARING A FRO!!!!!!! OMGOMGOMG.

Okay so anyways, I'm telling you, EVERYDAY IS SOOOOO HOT. IT'S LIKE, SWEAT'S DRIPPING FROM ME 24/7!!!!! AND to make things worse, BLOCK TESTING in the bloody hall, WITHOUT AIRCON. -dies- GRR!!!!!! DX

Okay so, juicy gossip just below. XD

This blog was originally posted by www.myspace.com/mysocalledromance:
[i DON'T have permission from her to use it, SHH!!!]

Alright so we ALL know that Gerard is not engaged anymore....if we don't well...now you do. Norweigian newspaper interview gerard told the the interviewer he was no longer engaged when he was asked about the marriage plans. That doesn't mean they broke up...her myspace still says she's still taken...but from what little i've been able to dig up in the short amount of time that i've had here's what i've found:
A) The Interview translated:
It's a transalation from A Norwegian interview.

Gerard arrived in dark sunglasses, black clothing and black hair to the interview in the backstage-area at Hove. With a becoming, but absolutely not exaggerated arrogance, he told us willingly about the expectations to tonights concert and his relationship to the Norwegian fans.

-We've unfortunately never been to Norway before, but I think our relationship with our Norwegian fans is the same as with fans from other parts of the world. We care about them, and we owe it to them to do our best. Our fans are intelligent people.

He promised that the band would deliver on stage too and that he thought it was exciting that so many people wanted MCR to come to the Hove festival.
He loves to stand in front of an ecstatic audience and to watch how they react when the band enters the stage.

-

Gerard Way really wanted to watch the canadian punk-rockers in Billy Talent, who played before them on the mainstage.
The two bands have been following each other on several festivals this summer, and have become friends. When they play
on the same place, they always try to catch each others shows.

-I'm a huge fan of Billy Talent, I've liked them for a long time. I'm watching their show tonight.
I'm so bad at remembering names of songs, but the first song on the first album I liked right away.

But you don't remember the name?

-No, of course I don't. But it stuck to my head, and I've been a fan ever since.

-

Gerard makes it clear that he won't answer stupid questions, and he doesn't like it when journalists always ask about
his hair and other 'silly questions'. So the journalist felt quite awkward when she asked a question about
Gerard's marriage plans. [He announced the engagement a week ago, his brother Mikey is on his
honeymoon and could unfortunately not be at Hove, so it seemed like a relevant question], and the reply was:

-Actually, I'm not engaged anymore.. That's just something that happens.

-

After a short and very awkward moment with silence, we might as well ask the ultimate question, that only fans that have seen MCR's dvd would understand.
On the the dvd, Gerard gets a hamster cage for Christmas and he promises to buy a hamster to put in it.

Did you get the hamster?

-That's not a stupid question question at all! No, unfortunately not..
I had a hamster when I was younger and would have wanted one now too,
it's just that I'm afraid I'll kill it on the tour bus, he says, and tells us that
he loves animals, but that he has extreme cat allergy. So a cat is then,
with other words, out of the question for the American rockstar.

-I love animals, but I can't guarantee that they get along as well with me.
I hope so....Gerard chuckles, before he sneaks out with his dark sunglasses
and agrees to a short photo session with a fan.

B) The lack of him wearing his ring for the past week or so

c) late may/early june Eliza made a buzznet and a myspace (www.buzznet.com/elizacuts) you can get her myspace off there if you want it she links it...i can never remember the url and I don't have her added. Anyway at first it had gerard all fucking over both of them...like just screaming "hey look i'm engaged to gerard!...oh btw, i'm cutting hair in la if you're interested *wink wink*"

d) 3 or 4 days ago i was telling a friend about it(who i won't name in the blog because she might not want to be named...if she wants to be named she'll leave a comment) anyway my friend went to check out the page and almost everything that had to do with gerard was gone...all the pictures that showed her ring were deleted, all the blogs that mentioned him at all were gone...all the ones that said stuff like "go check out the icecreamman.com he really does exist i met him" (a.k.a. "go fi nd the picture of me and gerard together" were gone. And she had a new layout claiming "Eliza Cuts Official Myspace" now if you go on it TONIGHT it has this completely different layout about "write love on her arms" which is a charity based program that helps people stop cutting. All her pictures are set to private and her default pic is some pic of nothing basically. So now instead of her promoting her hair she's promoting a charity...bare this in mind as i go on to my next thing
Now let's review this...she's obviously used Gerard's fame thru buzznet and myspace, she tried to capitalize off mcr fans by letting us add her, but not allowing us to comment or talk to her or be apart of her "official" PUBLIC page but has no problem telling us to go get our hair cut by her(for a "small" fee i'm sure).

Then Gerard probably tweaked and she ripped most of it down but kept everything pretty much the same to try to just keep the front like "oh yeah it's cool I just wanted to revamp what I had on it" yet everything about Gee is missing...

Then Today Gerard says he's not engaged anymore and her page is a fucking Charity layout with a blog directing everyone to this charity? hmm...I REALLY hope he's NOT that blind...

(Side Note not related to this: as you all can see on my profile i did actually add a banner to their page to my site. It's a really good thing and you should check it out...but I wonder where Eliza's intentions really lie in posting it...because her page has been NOTHING but about her self and her engagement since she started it and now gee calls off the engagement and it's a full on charity promotion?...anyway I continue.)

This is the dirt I've dug up in the past hour alone so god only knows what else there is. But if you guys know more please comment and let me know.
NOW ON TO THE MOST IMPORTANT PART

As I've been bouncing all over myspace, buzznet, this profile, that profile, imnotokay.net message boards, gerard way forums and all that...I have found a lot of things that have discusted me from the FANS...happiness, cheers, songs parody's of MCR songs bashing on Eliza, little fan girl's hopes restored (yeah...it's never happening grow the fuck up*sorry to be blunt but i'm mad about this*) FORGET who you are talking about. Read this next part as if it is not about Gerard nor is it about my chemical romance in anyway.

This is about a man, who has to live his life in the public eye, who has no where to hide from the shame of a failure, has no where to go to hide that he's hurting o ther than behind an egotistical smile and an "i'm okay" and try to play it off like it wasn't a big deal. This is a man that is dealing with a loss and a broken heart, regardless of who or what she might be. HE love(d) her and now has to face the world with a broken heart. He's JUST a man, a human fucking being like any of us. And I know most of you are too young to really understand this(and i'm not trying to offend or hurt you here) No matter how in love you've been you can't understand the kind of love (or hurt) you will feel when you are in your mid to late 20's (or in gerard's case 30) and you fall in love, you decide you want to try a marriage even though it's something you never thought you wanted. Only to have it all fall down around you.

I dated a guy for 3 years thought he was my world and my life, couldn't imagine a day without him in it, didn't know how I lived before him, didn't know how I'd live without him when he was gone either. We broke up Nov 05, he's now on my personal myspace as a friend and all that's on it is his new live in girlfriend that took my place telling him how lucky she is to be living my life. It hurts to this day. Not the way it did then but I still bare the scars. I don't hurt for him, I don't want him, but I've grown colder, I've grown more cynical, I don't let love in easy and I don't let people too close. Love bares it's scars, no-one is too young to understand that.

Think about the last time you got dumped(or had to end a relationship)...and I mean serious relationships here. When your releationship ended. Probably the last thing you wanted to hear was how horrible the person you love(d) was!

All you really want is someone to just know they can't understand what you're going thru but be there to tell you "hey it's ok, i've been there, you'll get thru, if you need me, i love you and I'm here" Don't jump for joy that she's out of the picture, don't jump for vengence on her, Look at Gerard and say "he loved her, he's hurt, regardless of if he ended or she ended it, he's hurt." and focus your attention on our frontman, not her, not the fact that she doesn't have "your" *rolls eyes* man. C'mon people we're all flesh, we all bleed, we all cry, we all feel pain we all feel hurt and we all deserve happiness and someone to try to understand and comfort us. Hell why are we MCR fans to begin with?

Because MCR GAVE US that, without passing judgement on our lives, our decisions, our relationships that anybody else couldn't see didn't work, they just loved us unconditionally and gave us the ability to rise up from the ashes of our broken fucked up lives and carry on. So let's tell gerard the he doesn't need to be afraid to keep on living because he DOESNT have to face this world alone...he has US.

AND this might sound really harsh, but this is how strongly i feel about this...if i get ONE hate message about Eliza on this blog I will BLOCK you're page. I'm serious people. It doesn't matter what the fuck kinda person Eliza is, like I said before we're not the ones that can judge we DONT KNOW anything more that what we see, and like anything else...things aren't ALWAYS what they seem no matter how obvious they might appear to be. I don't have much respect for her but this is about Gerard not her. He's our concern, she NEVER should have been.

Love him like you say you do...care about him for the man he is not the celebrity we've made him into.

Goodnight...sorry for the bitchfest Becks has worked 78 hours in one week (13 hours of it yesterday) and I have to work a 12 hour tommorow so I'm not entirely all that pleasant of a person right this second haha

But all my rants aside you know that I love you guys very much and I dunno where I'd be without you guys...you've pulled me thru alot...so lets pull gerard thru this.

Gerard..If I could hug you I would. If I could wipe your tears I would. If I could listen and know you felt my loyalty and knew you could trust me I'd listen. If you could see my eyes you'd know they were sincere. I dunno what happened, nor is it my business to know. But I know that you've helped me thru alot and it hurts inside of me to watch anything bad happen to you and not be able to help. And it bothers me to even know about it. It feels wrong to know about your personal life in this way. It's not fair to watch you suffer infront of the world. It's more than I could take on. My pride and walls are built so well I barely let my 2 best friends see any of my pain and even then I never let them see the full extent. To have the whole world watch would be unbareable.

You've always been stronger than me, I admire you for that. I admire that you can take an ugly crowd and with a cool confidence and a sarcastic witty comeback to their jeers you can win them over. I love how you can take all your fans and hold them close to you while telling the rest of the world to fuck off. I know you'll be okay. I just hope that the people that you know are real, and know you can trust are people you can and will turn to because you don't have to be alone. I will not say i love you, I don't know you, but i love everything that you've done for me and I wish I could give that back to you. But this is the best I know how to do. However YOU ARE LOVED...you have your bandmates, your family, your close friends...lean, they love you, they'll let you, it's okay. And when you're ready...Your Army is sitting here on ready...to show you we care.

Becks.

OMG THE IRONY, BECKS. LIKE BECKS, BEX?? XD Ring any bells?

So I THINK. That no matter how hurt Gerard is, if Eliza is really using him as that anonymous person on INO claims, I think it's all for the best. Since you know, WE ALL LOVE HIM, so I wouldn't want to see Gerard hurt. EVER.

Omg people posted on LJ that E Cuts won't be E Way, she'll be E DIOT FOREVER. BAHAHAHAHAHAHA ROTFLMFAO

xoxo
BEX. HAHAHAHAHAHA

Posted by Rebecca @ 10:07 PM