Saturday, December 22, 2007

An epiphany.

We're alone in this world.
In this life.
No shit.

I mean, people always go, "You don't have to be alone, we're always there for you," blablabla. But when the day is done, you're still alone. It all boils down to you, yourself, and no one else. No matter how many people got your back, or how many people offer to help, you go through your own life ALONE. No matter how many people know your problems, or even if you have people, or a person, that knows everything about you, you're still alone.

Which is a good thing, sometimes. When you're alone, you don't have to trust people, because at the end of the day, you'll just get disappointed. At least when you're disappointed with yourself, you immediately know that. But if someone else disappoints you, it affects you in such a way, especially if that person is close to you. You shouldn't lean on anyone but yourself. It's good, especially for those fucking skittish people that are afraid to tell others how they feel, so they just sit there and suck the shit up and take it, and the other person'll just keeping doing that for the rest of their life.

So when you're alone, you don't have to be disappointed with people, disgusted by people, hurt by people. Being by yourself is really underrated. You go through your journey alone. No one will EVER know you, never really. So in the end, it's all you.

xoxo
Bex

Posted by Rebecca @ 7:24 PM