Thursday, July 31, 2008

So I got in!

Wow. Hahaha. Haniel didn't. DX Even more wow actually. I don't really want it, not half as much as Haniel does anyways. And now he's like, don't you dare back out. Eep. DX NO TIME. And I prolly can't pronnounce my next song. For obvious reasons, pertaining to tomorrow's event. XDDDDDD MAJOR event. HAHA.

Today for PW, the whole class didn't do EoM! Like, Mr Nahar asked who didn't do EoM, come out and stand in front, THE WHOLE FREAKING CLASS WENT. Sans Eudora of course, naturally. Okay so we can all hand it in tomorrow. YAY much. O.o And OMG I FOUND OUT THAT MR NAHAR LOVES IRON MAIDEN. Apparently he was in a band from Primary 5 to just before he started teaching, and they loved to cover HAIR METAL. And he's a huge fan of Maiden. I NOW HAVE A NEWFOUND RESPECT FOR MR NAHAR. XDDDDD

Mr Nahar also went through the code of conduct cause we've never seen it before. No handbook. Pfft. So like, there was something along the lines of "Girls are to wear two ear studs only, nose studs are not allowed." Haniel went to ask, "What about tongue piercings and lip rings?" And Mr Nahar was like omg that's living in an alternate world already, don't even need to mention that. And I was like HAHAHAHA OHMAN O.O So like, what's funny is that he's this Hair Metal dude but he's also a disciplinarian and anti-piercing. STRANGE.

So today, Haniel did something really gross at the Crossroads Cafe. Like, he was laughing at this guy and insulting him, and BEHOLD, RETRIBUTION! He like choked on his Tom Yam cup noodles, and when I was like laughing at him, he blew a noodle came out of his nose!!! OMG EWWWWW. Maaan. Recently, everyone's been a little sickie, especially of the nose blowing variety. Like, it's constant honking, I feel like I'm at a duck farm. XD And Huda, unfortunately, gives us visual opportunities to experience the discharge from her breathing apparatus. HAHAHA MAN.

One last retardism before I leave, dad saw this show mum was watching and was like, why's this show so familiar ah? And mum said, Deja Vu, which was the name of the show. And I was like standing there laughing away. HAHAHA. XDDDDDDD SO I BID YOU ADIEU KIDS. EoM now. BAH. DX And we better go to the Jap cemetary soon okay! Or Fon and I'll go ourselves. She's coming to stay over next friday. XDDD TAAS! <3

xoxo
Bex

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Wednesday, July 30, 2008

OHMYGOD

So I've found my future husband.
He's 29, lives by the FUCKING MUSIC!, screams like a god, solos like a freaking shredding, well, god. HAHA. And he writes the most gorgeous melodies. And sexy lyrics. I think I'm gna die. XD <3333333333333333



ALEXI LAIHO, MARRY ME!
SEXY RIGHT! OHSOHOT.
XDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDWTFBBQ

Today was my performance/audition thingy! GOD I was trembly, and it showed in my voice. GOODNESS I wna die everytime I think about it. GOSH. DON'T THINK ABOUT IT. EEEEEPPPPP. I'd rather not get in la anyways, too many things to do nowadays. Performance on saturday! GETTING THAT THING ON FRIDAY! EEEEEEEEEKKKKK so excited, nervous, filled with trepidation and anxiety. EEK. XD

So dance today was like, fun. HAHA in a sense. Painted shoes badly, for the least part, laughed over Evelyn's screwed up shoes for the most. HAHAHAHA oh god that girl's so comical. Then like danced for a bit, and that's it. I think I was like so chirpy today. Must've been all the sugar I've been taking. XD Gosh I love sugar. HAHA.

Eeyer, got to hand in EoM Draft 2 tomorrow. Think I'm gna die, just found out today from KEEM. ARRRRRRGH.

Have I mentioned how much I love Alexi Laiho? HAHA. Gosh. I wna jump him. HAHAHA.

OHHHH PS!
Henkka isn't half bad, look at that body. XDDDDD Think Alexi's up for sharing? HAHAHA.


xoxo
Bex

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Tuesday, July 29, 2008

OMG

I'M FINALLY GNA DO IT.
AFTER LIKE A YEAR OF THINKING ABOUT IT.
AND SAYING I'M GNA DO IT.
BUT NEVER ACTUALLY GOING AHEAD WITH IT.
IT'S SO SET!

Friday, 1pm, City Hall. XDDDDDD GOODNESS. OMG. I'm feeling a little apprehensive now at the consequences at risk, but wtf go ahead. I need a booster, and if it means doing something I might regret but awesome anyways, GO AHEAD DAMNIT. XD OMGOMGOMG.

Yuen and Grace did their The Competition round two auditions today at the canteen. I don't like the acoustics, let's just say. XD Tomorrow's mine! Hope I don't bomb.

Okay so like, today there was this Poetry Slam thing by uhm, some Marc David Nair? I think that's his name. XD He's SO good. And he can sing, although he's got that weird face when he went high and Haniel kept kicking me. I get the point. HAHA. So like, I was totally inspired by his poems. I bought his book and got it signed. XD He likes my name. YAAAAAY. He said it was an interesting variation. And his message was "There's a poem in there, somewhere." Goodness he's brilliant. <3

Haniel, I think Nick's so damn hot. HAHA. Gosh. I gotta stop it already. XDDDD

SOOOOO BREAKFAST TOMORROW! Everyone better be there and have fun. HAHA. TAAS! <3

PS OH BTW QUOTE OF THE DAY FROM SYAFIQ.
"They were conjoined twins?"
OHMYGOD WTF HIMBO! XDDDDDDDDDDDDD Made my day. HAHAHA.

xoxo
Bex

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Monday, July 28, 2008

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Know what?
I feel so alone.

I know I have my friends. But you guys have to understand that it's different. I love all of you very much, but I hurt in a way none of you can ever help.

Not like it's of any difference anyways.
Except now, I don't have to pretend I'm not alone.




Just don't grow up staying a liar.

xoxo
Bex

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Sunday, July 27, 2008

Spam now but whatever.

Congratulations.
How does it feel to finally be free?







Damnit. I fucked something else I might've got going pretty bad.
What a shame.
No biggie anyways.





SHOPPING SPREE TODAY!
One tank.
Two spaghetti tanks.
One button checkered blouse. <3
Two Zinc bags.

OH YAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAY.
Shopping never lets you down. XD
Neither do friends.
Gosh, I should invest more of my faith in things that don't disappoint me more often. XDDDD

xoxo
Bex

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I hurt.

constricting.oppressive.asphyxiating.painful.lonely.suffocating.draining.helpless.slow.









And I was supposed to be free.

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Yeah well,

It's over.





Now that I know what lies are,
What empty promises are,





My life isn't over with
When I used to think it would be.
I'm free.





"I wna know what your insides look like,
Bet you're not so fucking pretty on the inside."
Amen.





xoxo
Bex

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Thursday, July 10, 2008

GOD

SO BUSY.
Gna die.

Why is it that all the bad things in life attack you all at once?

I love my life, then I hate it.
God, I'm so fucking bipolar.

xoxo
Bex

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Sunday, July 6, 2008

So the interview

Went very well. XD
We have candid pix with Woffles Wu! Which I'm too lazy to put up. HAHA. But he's an awesome man. Likens Prozac to chips. HAHA.

I bought the new Metal Hammer today! August issue. To think I got the July one last week. Haha. They have TWO new awesome metal CDs this time! Gosh, a good read and listen for 15 dollars is more than worth it. I mean, they've introduced me to so many great bands. Children of Bodom is the SHIT.

Oh and I have stuff to do tomorrow! YAY! HAHA okay this makes me sound like a totally reclusive loser, but I virtually have had no life since JC started. Parentals are hard to convince too. I mean, if I do two things in a day, they get pissed. Sleepover tonight was called off though. DX Apparently Drey can't make it. Oh well, at least I won't be given shit for tomorrow!

SEE. I'm gna watch Hancock with Haniel in the morning, then we're both heading home to cook for musical get-together at Nessa's place at 5pm. YAY can't wait. I hope the weather conditions are favourable tomorrow. Then Kenneth'll bring Fiona! Doesn't want her to get rained on. XD DUH. So I totally miss his auntiness! I was on the phone with him just now and his "traditional nonya kuehhhh" made me almost die of laughter. HAHAHA. Gosh I miss the cast. Bad thing is that Lionel won't be coming tomorrow. NOOOOOO!!! DX I love that boy, and he's not going. DX Mum won't let him, apparently. SUCKS. Hopefully there'll be more get-togethers in the future. So much for Reginald's promised chalet during June. HAH. XD EH WAIT DID WE INVITE THEM AND CHRIS OMG I HAVE TO ASK JO.

Wa lao, metal's so hard to burn. Wait, DUH. HAHAHA. XD It just takes so frigging long to import, and it skips when I try to listen to the CD at the same time. That's my boys. <3

xoxo
Bex

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SO MANY THINGS

HAVE HAPPENED. I have no time now, so I PROMISE I'm gna blog when I get back!
Guess where I'm going...


No go?
HAHAHA.

WOFFLES WU'S HOUSE FOR AN INTERVIEW. HAHAHAHA YAAAAAAAAAAAAY.

I'll remember all you people when I'm at the top with all my ties. XDDDD
WUB!

xoxo
Bex

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