Tuesday, September 30, 2008

Demand

I am in demand. HAHAHA. I also realised more people read my blog than I thought. For all you lurkers out there, I WILL know who you are. XDDDDD

So yesterday I wna gna blog, then I gave up because I was fantastically sick. Or at least I felt that way. It was like, a cacaphony of sneezes, each possibly with brains to boot. Eww. Yeah. And tissue mountain came to town. O.O

But yesterday was SO fun. After school, we went to Popeyes for lunch. We like walked on the F1 track on the way to the flyer, and I did some fancy corners myself. HAHAHA. Took some pictures, but I'm not putting Clifford's ones here cause I look TERRIBLE. Hahahaha. The thing about one-chance-one-shot kinda pictures is that although you finally get the moment, it's a GODAWFUL MOMENT. XD

Had lots of laughs, especially when James kinda threw herself at the door to open it and found out it was locked. HAHAHA. But they got back at me when we went to the loo and I desperately tried to push down the tap when it was, in fact, automatic. HMPH! SO THERE, now everyone knows and James can't use that against me. XD Then Kim, Haniel and I wanted to go to PS to watch Mama Mia, but Kimmy's BF was there and he told us it was all sold out. Fabulous, really. So we went to Suntec instead, walked around Carrefour and such. But before that, we went to Candy Empire! I was UBER excited, until I actually went in and realised they didn't have ANYTHING. Well, not really, but none of my usual favorites. USELESS MAN. ARGHHHHH. Okay moving on. XD Then we went to Cotton On, and for all my delight, couldn't actually find anything to buy. DX The damn shorts didn't come in black! Haniel, on the other hand, got three things for like 45. Sam did her "What a steal!" again. HAHA.

Watched Mama Mia, SO FUN. I sang to every song that came on. XD And gosh I should eat breakfast soon. EH WTF. BACK TO THE TOPIC. Then Hans and I took off to go for a wee bit of shopping. We actually intended to go home, but I stopped at practically every store! See:

1) Candy Empire (Haniel)
2) LOO (ahem. XD)
3) DONUT Empire (Haniel again)
4) Frolick (Bex)
5) Sembawang

Okay see, this is where it's funny. Haniel went in with the intention of buying a CD. Came out with none, and he bought me THREE! HAHAHAHAHAH YAAAAAAAAAAAY. I MEAN, S&M WAS SUCH A STEAL AT 29.90. Uh oh, Sam's getting to me. XD Back to STEAL. XDDD Well not really, but IT WAS A STOREWIDE 15% DISCOUNT. XDDDDDD Now I have the WHOLE discography of Metallica. The proper ones, at least. XD HOOHAH feel so fulfilled. XD TO CONTINUE:

6) MNG (Bex)
7) Miss something-or-another-but-not-Sixty (Bex)
8) Topman! HAHAHAHHAHAHA YOU WON'T BELIEVE WHAT I BOUGHT. IF YOU WNA KNOW, ASK. XDDDDDDDD

So that's pretty much it, didn't spend THAT much today either. XD Proper shopping WILL happen though, just a matter of time. XD I'm gna go now, meeting Hans and Shwa at Kovan at 12. Hans doesn't know he's coming. HAHA. But I don't expect it'll make a difference, cause I suspect Shwa is still cutting some Zs. TAAS ALL! <333

xoxo
Bex

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Thursday, September 25, 2008

Prettyyy...

I can't get over the blingeyness of my toenails. XD I can sit there staring at them for five minutes and wiggling them so they'll catch the light and look pretty. XD

I feel so proud of myself, got the intro of Tears Don't Fall flawless in less than five minutes. Hahaha wheeee.

Today didn't feel like an exam day at all, until the paper itself la. HAHA. Then WAH shiok, rest until monday. That's when Kim and I realised we don't know what normal people do with free time. HAHA. Quite sad right, no life. O.O

I'm randomly talking to ex-Rosythians now. OMG yes I'm that bored. THERE'S FREAKING NOTHING TO DO DAMNIT. And I realised my music's playing unreasonably loud on my laptop. Eep. ARGH I'm seriously bored. I AM DYING. I prolly have ADD or something, I need to be distracted or have company, otherwise I get bored if I have nothing to do for 5 minutes. Add that to OCD, and I've got a pair of acronymed syndromes. DX I possibly might be getting a migraine in a bit. DAMN. And there's nothing to do tomorrow too! I AM SO DECEASING. Can't wait til promos end for real so I can get out and do some serious shopping. OH YEAH reminds me. Mum was asking me how I was gna get the means to go out, i.e. money. And I was like Money rhymes with Mummy. And mum was laughing all over the place. HAHAHA.

Money Honey is SUCH an awesome song. XD THANKS KEEEMY.

Hey sugar, I like your smell. :OD

xoxo
Bex

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Wednesday, September 24, 2008

Lying.

Lying IS a sin. We do it everyday, it's kinda fine when it's little white lies. That don't really hurt people bad.

But there's a limit too. When you start hurting people. And the worst thing is that most of the hurt comes from the fact that those people you lie to KNOW you're lying to them. And you know they know, but everyone's just fucking in denial.

If you lie to your loved ones everyday.
Although it's already freaking obvious.
Denying it when it's right in front of everyone's fucking eyes is just STUPID.
No, what's stupid is that, HOW STUPID DO YOU THINK WE ARE?
It's more of your stupidity in thinking that.

Yeah, I think the word's stupid.

I hate pretending that everything's fine now when sometimes, it's just so obviously not.
Til this day, I still can't fully believe you did that.
Sometimes I want to cry until I burst.

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BAH.

I JUST HATE IT WHEN I WNA BLOG ABOUT SOMETHING THEN I FORGET.
Today exams ended relatively early, can you say 11am? Geog and Lit were actually not as bad as I thought it would be. Goodness I love feeling smart when I know the answers, especially for geog. XD I hung out with Kim then Dwayne after his history exam, and it felt like a totally don't-feel-like-studying day cause it was just so early and the tough papers were over. XD I love that feeling. Kim wanted to go fly a kite. HAHA. Sounds fun, but for some reason, when I was a kid, it was always a flop.

Kids, never believe the telly when they make kites out of chopsticks and newspaper. IT WON'T FLY.

Unfortunately, I found that out the hard way. HAHAHAHA OHMAN THAT WAS SAD.

OH. Lit paper tomorrow, only one, at 1pm! YAY I CAN SLEEP IN. JOYFULJOYFULWEADORETHEE. WHEEEEEEEEEEEEEE. But I'll prolly wake up thanks to the sun, and the strategic placing of my bed, i.e. no where behind the curtains. BAH.

I came to a realisation today, after Dwayne said "I can't lie to you, Bex." DAMNIT LA. DX But Kim sais I should wait longer. It's only been a while, and she's got a point.

I'll keep holding on.

Now that was so cheesy right there, like off some poppy Avril track. HAHA. Goodness, look what I'm turning into. O.o

<>

She talks to me.
She thinks of me.
She cares for me.
She asks how I am.
She's always concerned about me when I appear out of sorts.
She's usually there for me, even if I don't tell her what I'm troubled about.

Yet I'll never know how she feels.

<>

PS: HAPPY BIRTHDAY SARAH. I'M SORRY.
HAHAHAHA, LOVE YOU SUGARRRR.

xoxo
Bex

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Tuesday, September 23, 2008

Ohman...

Ohman...
I've a bad feeling about math.
NEVERMIND IT'S OVER.

I slept for 2 plus hours just now okay! WAH really better study lit and geog later man, HXC. OH and I discovered a new emoticon while fooling around with my keyboard.

;OD

Doesn't this guy look like he's got the flu? NOSE AND ALL. HAHA. I kinda feel like that now. Ohman... Dno why. WHAT A TIME. Hopefully after the hot shower waiting for me, I'll be better.

Today, Jamie had a puffy face! SLEEP LATE LA. I noticed Louisa also had that time, and me too. Mum asked me if I had mumps. HAHA. Then we made like those trishaw riders for a bit when we couldn't find seats so we sat down at the corner of Crossroads. HAHA. Then Sam and I, who were totally fine with it, finally caved in to the whining of Kim and James and moved to sit at the desks outside A1-3 where the artwork is. Then in Jamie's cup noodles, INTESTINES WERE FOUND. At least, noodles that looked like intestines la. DAMN GROSS. EEYER. Then Jamie made me fling them away and ONE DROPPED ONTO MY POUCH. EWWWWWWWWW.

REVOLUTION DEATHSQUAD IS THE SHIT.


<>

Still loving my blingy toenails.
Lit, I'm not looking forward to. DX
Eeyer, an insect landed on my immaculate-and-free-from-all-sacriledge screen. HEATHEN!

Edit: And despite what blogger says, I still think a box of crayons OUTCOOLS customizing blog layouts ANYDAY.

xoxo
Bex

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AIYO.

Aiyoyo, tsktsktsk.

JAMIE TNG CAI SHAN HAS BEEN MEMORISING ALL THE WRONG THINGS.

I'm worried for the girl. HAHAHAHAHA.

Oh, she even looks like her emoticons, especially that bloody round face one. HAHAHA. I MEAN. JAMES, I LOVE YOU! XD

xoxo
Bex

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Monday, September 22, 2008

HMPH.

HMPH. ALEEM AND SIS GANGED UP AGAINST ME TODAY. Never should let those two meet man, they're so mean. HAHA.
Called me immature (fine) and that I look young (UNFINE). I do NOT look 15 or 16! WTF? Do I? People, tell me so... DX

I painted my toenails! They're SO cute. It's like black, with golden speckles cause I put a clear coat of nail polish with gold bits innit. UBER BLING. Okay see, this is where the inner bimbo comes out in me. Or not so inner. GOD SHUT UP KIM I CAN HEAR YOUR INSULTS FROM HERE. HAHAHAHA. Gosh I need professional help. O.o

Uncovered my opera skills. HAHA. It's kinda gross. XD

GP. ECONS. BLAH. WILL NOT TALK ABOUT IT, WASTE OF TIME CAUSE IT'S SO WHATEVER. AND IT'S OVER ANYWHO. XD

Aleem and I will lead each other to go CD shopping at Queensway/Chinatown after promos! WHOO. Bring $200, I tell you! OH the parental funds are gna be SO drained. HAHAHAHAHA.

PS I just got reminded by talking to Daniel. For the vocab for GP, this word was HAUNT. HANIEL PUT TAKE REVENGE. THEN HE CANCELLED AND PUT BOTHER. HAHAHAH BEST LA JOKER. ILU. XD <333333

xoxo
Bex

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Saturday, September 20, 2008

WHY.

WHY THE HELL ARE PEOPLE SO EMO.
ESPECIALLY ON THEIR BLOGS.
PFFT.

"Emo" people don't proclaim it. GOD I hate "emo", I can't even explain the depth of it. It's LABELLING, it's "IN". "I cut myself because my friends are doing it." Most people who call themselves "emo" don't have the real problems fucked up kids have to deal with everyday. Honestly. OH FOR THE LOVE OF GOD.

[insert absinthed Syn's voice here]Emo is the new punk.[/insert]

WELL, EMO WAS NEVER THE NEW FREAKING PUNK. IT'S AN INSULT TO PUNK.

But that's beside the point.

I'm sick of people bemoaning about how their life sucks. GET OFF YOUR FREAKING EMO STAINED ASS AND DO SOMETHING ABOUT IT. GET OVER IT, ENJOY THE GOOD PARTS OF YOUR LIFE AND STOP THE SELF-PITY BECAUSE IT IS PATHETIC AND BARELY TOLERABLE.

Okay, violent tirade over.

xoxo
Bex

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Friday, September 19, 2008

While talking to Jamie...

While talking to Jamie, I realised something.

1) SNG looks like a serial number, whilst TNG looks "perfectly normal."
2) SNG is the front of license plates to be

So we all know who can buy a nice car when it comes out. XD AHEM.

So today I went to school with the serious intention of studying, really I did. Ended up talking to Fon though. HAHA NOT SURPRISED. I THOUGHT I CHANGED LOR. DX CMI LA. HAHAHA WTF. We talked in the canteen, went to buy bubble tea and look for a mamak shop which we never found, then we moved to the fitness corner to muck around freely. XD We played this A7X song shuffle game. HAHA. We had two matching ones: (WHICH I WANTED TO WRITE DOWN BUT THEN I REALISED I CAN'T REMEMBER). Then some extra guys playing football and travelling around, changing location, so I couldn't playplay until they moved on. Annoying. Hahaha. I hung upside down the pull up bar, and sat on the weights one. XD Monkey sio. HAHA.

Then we ate oreo double stuffed. At least, I did. Fon ate one and totally got turned off. I DON'T UNDERSTAND WHY. I tell you ah, my soul mate will be a dude who LOVES double stuffed, like me. We can snuggle on the couch, watching movies and eating double stuffed now and again. And he'll give me the creamy bit. XD Yeah, Mr Perfect huh. HAHAHA.

But I digress. XD I bit the non-creamy (thank god) part, and it broke apart and fell on the grass! Then I said, "Oh well, that's the way the cookie crumbles." HAHAHA. I seem to get back my lameness when I'm with Fon. XD Good times, good times.

Talked about what we're gna do after promos. It seems so unreal. GOD I can't wait, I really can't. <3

xoxo
Bex

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PS

PS: Since someone complained that I called him JOJO, which I so didn't, but whatever, YOU WILL HAVE A NEW NICKNAME.

SHWA.
Better than bangla messenger boy right. XD

PSS: I MADE SHWA, HANIEL, KIM, JAMIE AND SAM THINGS. BUT ONLY THE FIRST TWO CAME TODAY TO GET IT. IDIOTTTTTTTTS ALL YOU SLACKER GIRLIES. XD

xoxo
Bex

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Super suay. DX

I realised I'm MEGA SUAY.

I only got into Dragonforce and Megadeth AFTER they came. And now Motley Crue is coming, I know it's a once in a lifetime thing, but I'm not a massive fan or anything, and I won't be surprised if I turn into one next time. DX

Today was eventful. HAHA. I got up to run with Haniel in the morning. Ran like 1 km or less before wanting to die and got piggybacked home by Haniel. HAHAHAH WTF so bloody embarrassing la, no face. HAHA. Never again man, not without breakfast at least. XDDDDDDDD

Then basically studied til 7 in school, finally finished physical geog! And that's quite pathetic you know. DX Did like a few math questions, and I ask myself how the hell does all that time get wasted away on pathetic accomplishments. DX So ashamed of myself. If I go tomorrow, I'm gna get stuff done this time, PROMISE.

I realised I keep buying snacks but never really finishing them. Go figure. O.o

Hey baby, I adore you.

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Wednesday, September 17, 2008

DX

Whenever I say, "I'm gna blog about this," I never actually do cause I always forget what I'm gna say. PFFT. WTF. HAHA.

But funny stuff went on today. HAHA.

There's one, Tings did a Korean march whilst I countered her with the German one. HAHA WTFFFFF. And we (Tings, Kim, I) kept putting off studying, claiming there were odd times we couldn't possibly start to study at. HAHAHA. LAME SIO. XD I've got the SamSIO disease, better stop soon or people'll think I'm ahlian. HAHAHA.

TIRED recently. And I had a headache everytime I sat down to study, so I napped for a while until Joshua joined us. That new haircut ah... HAHA I shall be nice. It is, decent. XD YEAH that's it. HAHAHA. He was all guai kia today, even carried a huge red plastic bag full of books, worksheets and the like. After saying he wants to withdraw. AIJOJO, DON'T SCARE PEOPLE LA DEI.

VAMPIRES CANNOT LOAD. DDDDDDDX DYING HERE.

xoxo
Bex

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Tuesday, September 16, 2008

I realised!

That Megadeth's Die Dead Enough's main riff sounds just like this bridge riff from Iron Maiden's Total Eclipse. YOU GO LISTEN! Got bluff? NO RIGHT.

HAHA. Today I woke up damn shiok, last night slept 11 plus mah. SO EARLY. Then I kept on feeling so shiok until school started, then I DIED. Slept in Geog, said I had a headache. Then during break at canteen with three other nappers: Haniel, Keem and James. Then ULTIMATE: Math, HALF AN HOUR. HAHA. My row only got James, me and Xing, and we were ALL sleeping. HAHAHA. Ashokan saw, but he never say anything. XD

God, so stress. 5 days to promos. Study like MAD la. Coming to school regular time on thursday and friday. OHMAN. I still have chinese zuo wen to do. DX I and R not enough words, at least WR finished already. And I know that even if I'm up late, I won't be that tired the next day. XD And I'll have someone to talk to tonight, I'm quite sure of it, even if he doesn't reply on msn. AHEM.

OKAY. I'm quite addicted to Vampires. DUH. XD I took control on Fon's myspace to manipulate her app and bend it to my will. HAHA. I'm even thinking like the game now, see slogan for "Minions" subheading. HAHA. GOODNESS. GAMER NERD SIO. Then I went to play battleon yesterday somemore. SO MINDLESS. MAN. Better study hxc. Thursday and friday CAMP at school, don't bring laptop. XDDDD Much better! GOOD BEX.

xoxo
Bex

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Monday, September 15, 2008

ANOTHER ONE.

Something to say AGAIN. XD


MOOHAH. XD

xoxo
Bex

Posted by Rebecca @ 10:11 PM :: (0) comments

WTF

PEOPLE ARE PONNING LEFT RIGHT CENTER TOMORROW. MAN. Makes me not wna go. DON'T CARE!Got one hour break, better go! XDDDD

OMG. I love Haniel. Alotalot! He bought me Death Magnetic!!! It was all sold out too! OMG. <33333 LOVELOVE THAT BOY. He's so sweet sometimes. XD MY JAW FREAKING DROPPED. HAHAHA YAAAAAAAAY.

Today was a fun day. Hahahaha. Remembered laughing alot about stupid things. I love Kim, James and Sam. When James comes, it's all fun.

I'm sorry Jamie, I didn't mean to come down so harshly on you today. DX I just want you to promote okay!

Studied with Dwayne til 8.30, I feel fulfilled to a certain extent. XD Today made like a pig, got so much food. EEYER. I have to run SOON MAN. PHAT YO. People like Jamie can maintain the legs without doing anything. GRR JEALOUS.

Jamie got a new feeling today! CONGRATS. Hahaha. She gets so many mentions here. XD Cause I'm trying to make up for what I said la. Hahahaha. Sam is antisocial and Kim is just insane. HAHA. Oh, not to mention, James is an ELEPHANT, Sam is a KEROPI AND CHINESE RAP, Kim is a vistor to RebeccaLand. HAHAHAHA. <33333

xoxo
Bex

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Sunday, September 14, 2008

OH.

And Fon's right, the third TAI album sounds real good. XD Remember me and first impressions? Yer. Hahaha. Ooh the word tongue tied just came up. Heh heh heh. XDddDD

DAMNIT. Death Magnetic's sold out in that little Sembawang store in Novena. That means it should be sold out virtually everywhere. It's damn good la! A really good deliverance from that weird St. Anger. HAHA. DAMNIT. Still can't get over wasting my money on that empty can sounding CD. Looks like I have to wait til after promos to get it, regardless anyways right.

AFTER PROMOS.
1) CD shopping with Fon.
2) Do more shit with Fon.
3) Go out with Rae and Drey
4) Shopping!! (Cotton on please!)
5) A7X CONCERT!!!
6) DanceDance baby. (Not sure if it's such a good thing) HAHAHA.

Goodness I love sundays. Especially when I get stuff and not blow my allowance. XD I got some really cute and kitschy hair stuff, as well as these really cute pink and sparkly dangly star earrings from United Square. Wearing the headband on thursday and friday! XD Cause I can let my hair down then. HAHA. And I went to Cotton on and got this really peachy soft sweater for only TEN DOLLARS! OMG I LOVE. I'm so going back. <333

DO PW NOW BEX. AND ZUO WEN. YOU KNOW HOW LONG IT TAKES FOR YOU TO CHECK THAT CHINESE ENGLISH DICTIONARY. HAHAAHAHAHAHHA.

xoxo
Bex

Posted by Rebecca @ 8:52 PM :: (0) comments

HAHAHAHA.

So Fon invited me to this new app on myspace.
AND.



HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA.

xoxo
Bex

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Saturday, September 13, 2008

OHMYGOD.

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AVENGED SEVENFOLD ARE COMING.

OHMYGOD. 24TH OCTOBER.

AND FON, I CAN GO!!!!!!

AHHHH YAAAAAAAAAY.

This fucking made my day. <333333333 I LOVE YOU JADUS AND FON!!!!! ARGH!!!!!!!

xoxo
Bex

Posted by Rebecca @ 10:24 PM :: (0) comments

DX

Don't you hate flaunters.
But then again.
Don't you love to flaunt? HAHA.

Admit it, everyone does. XD

Ohmygod... Today I snapped my plastic barbell! DAMNIT. NO MORE PLASTIC FOR ME EVERY KTHNX. Cept for credit cards. HAHA.

Ballet today, my calves hurt like a muthafker. And I managed to do a little pointe! YEY. I went early and like tried to braid my hair, which I totally achieved yesterday, but I got lazy and let go. Put a hairband and scene-d my hair instead, looked pretty. XD I think after promos I'm gna do it with all the make up and everything, get someone to weird up with me and we'll go out pretending to be foreigners. HAHAHAHAHA. Cheap thrill la, but SO FUN. XD OHOHOH my new Gamba's coming in a couple of weeks! YAAAAAAAY. We really should endorse Gamba, they're gorgeous!

I NEED NEW BARBELLS.

DAMNIT. You confuse me. DX I don't need this right now! After promos then I'll continue to think about it, maybe it'll become clearer then. ARGHHHHHH.

Motley's coming next month! ONCE IN A LIFETIME. But I can't go. DDDDDDDX And I'm not that big a fan, wasted sio. DX BAH. And the other day, Syafiq tricked me with King Lear tix, saying they were Paramore tix! ARGH THAT IDIOT. PFFT.

And I may not be able to stay with Sarah. GOD I wish they'd make up their mind! FAM DAMILY.

Sleeeeepy. I wish I understood everything.

xoxo
Bex

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Thursday, September 11, 2008

DDDDDDX

I GOT DISAPPOINTED TODAY.
But there's still hope, though I have my doubts. Which are, incidentally, increasing everyday. Gosh. DX I don't want to not hope, cause then I have to face reality that I'm alone.

Okay confession time.

I seem okay. But I'm not. I think I don't want to admit that I'm still hurt. And I'm scared. Cause one day I'll run out of distractions. And I don't know how to get over it. Everything I try to think of just pushes it away. I've had enough of a cry already, I'm sick of it. What now? God help me cause I really don't know. And I hate not knowing what to do next.

On a less emo note.

Haniel gave more sweeties today. XD JUST LIKE HIM! HAHAHA. <333333
AND I WANT MY LAPTOP SKIN NOW!
HAHAHA I love my keyboard la. "Wireless". XDDDDDD



I wish.

xoxo
Bex

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Wednesday, September 10, 2008

Like I said yesterday about friends.

But on a slightly different note.

If you want friends, you have to be a friend.

A good example is Eudora. She loves to complain that she doesn't have friends right, but you don't exactly see her taking the initiative to be friends with us. Not that I want to, at least. Sheesh. Okay but that's a mere example. The main person I'm talking about won't be mentioned. XD DUH. So yeah.

You're afraid of losing your friends, but you're not a very good friend. You're frank to the point of rudeness, and the things you say are pretty unbelievable sometimes. Other times are just that it's quite hard to understand why you say these things. It's pretty unneccessary, irrelevant, and aggravating. Three words. FORGET ABOUT IT. Another three words. WE DON'T CARE. And the constant apologies, with frequent use comes loss of effect. If you say sorry slightly right after you say something hurtful, it loses it's meaning. So come off it.

If your life is in such shambles, MAKE IT RIGHT instead of bemoaning about being pathetic. Make people LIKE you all around please.

This isn't bitching, it's a commentary. And there's no bias, promise. It was just inspired by a chain of recent events, and today's convulated drama. Those who read this blog and know what I'm talking about, don't talk about it in school, hushhush. XD

SO, to make up for yesterday's Weird City, today I will attempt to sound slightly more intelligent. Shouldn't be too difficult. XDDDDDDDDD

Studied after school today. AT LEAST I got some work done. HAHAHA. Ploughed through geog, but for some reason I can never get through that second book. DAMNIT. I had fun though. XD

THE HELL. I JUST FOUND OUT SOMETHING. WHAT THE HELL LA. WTFFFFFFFFFFFFFFF. OHMYGOD. HOW COULD YOU DO THIS. Don't hurt yourself okay. DX I love you. <3

PS. People should stop using like. Way too many pauses. Makes you seem bimbotic and like you don't think about things before saying that. So that's me for you. XD But I'm gna try to stop, not very good for the soul and brain. HAHA. YOU ALL OUT THERE ALSO! I AM BUT A COMMA IN A POOL OF PUNCTUATION. XD

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Tuesday, September 9, 2008

Hmm.

Today I read two people's blogs, and both the posts also very emo. WHY AH. And one of them is usually a pretty fun person. XD

So it's MY turn.

But I have nothing to emo about. XD Rare time man. HAHAHA.

Only that I noticed there are a lot more angry and sad people around me. And even those who might think as much as I used to do. Now I don't la, it's not that good for me. But by no means am I shallow, I'm a lot smarter than you. And I'm not being like proud or what, those who know me will know that, I just say what I believe. Like if I say something that sounds bitchy, it's not bitchy, it's an observation. Sam will know. XD

It's nice to know I have friends. And that I am a friend. It may seem a little superficial, or lame, but this subject hasn't really been given as much thought of as it deserves. Imagine if you weren't anyone's friend. You could have lots of friends, but that's from your perspective. For all you know, as far as all your "friends" are concerned, no one likes you. They just pretend to, because they think it's cool to know you, or they don't wna let you down. That's the scary bit, you never actually know. Unless you have those real friends. Although the "criteria" for true friends isn't clear, you'll know. It's self-judging, you know? HAHA goodness. So incoherent, I am not thinking before I write.

If you've managed to read up til here, i.e. put up with my weird nonsense, HELLO TRUE FRIEND. HAHAHAHA. OKAY I better get off la, the bloody aircon is blowing at me, freezing my fingers and most prolly freezing my brain. Oh, and my nose. Don't you just hate it when your nose becomes like this ice cube? OKAY I BE GOING BEFORE I KILL ANYMORE BRAINCELLS OF MY TRUE FRIENDS. XDDDDDDDD

xoxo
Bex

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Saturday, September 6, 2008

I'm on the picture comp.

But I don't feel motivated to post pictures. Maybe later. XD

I FOUND OUT HOW TO EDIT PICS. HAHA n00b. Gosh, hope Aleem doesn't see this. HAHAHA. So my friendster has 2 more pictures. One from Yuen's place too! Hahahaha.

Ballet was kill, as usual. I couldn't do pointe, feel so horrible and unconditioned. My bloody soft pointes still hurt my soles. DX Time to get the hammer out! OH and Miss Gina said she had a pair of size 4half Gamba pointes! OHMYGAD YAY. They look really good, they made YIXIN LOOK GOOD. HAHAHA.

I met Darren today to study. Haven't seen him for four years. XD Ohmygod and like he's SICK. Cause like, ohmygod. His youtube channel. OHMYGOD. Piano genius, MUCH??

Watched the Dark Knight at grammy's today, it was AWESOME. Oh and aunty sharmaine's got the most gorgeous chunky heels ever. They are LOVE. <3

"Madness is just like gravity. All you need is a push."

Well then I'm a bloody punchbag.

xoxo
Bex

PS.



pre-sneeze!HANIEL.

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Friday, September 5, 2008

OHYAY.

My baseball snowmen laptop skin came yesterday. XD
Sad thing is that my connectivity is bipolar, methinks is the laptop's fault.

So last night's sleepover at Yuen's house was rad! I'll put up pictures when I can be bothered. XD Hopefully tomorrow. HAHA. Oh and tuesday's science centre trip was damn cool, we had fun. Missed the static show though. DX Apparently people's ponytails stood up. NO FAIR. I got Rui a present though! HAHA Miss Toh THOUGHT her arts kids would be shopping. XD

And ohmygoodness, my twin said he saw me at the science centre! Never come and say hi. PFFT. He's my twin cause SAME BIRTHDAY. Met him through redcamp. Aww, sweet memories. XD For all the attendance and fun, I went to SR. HAHA wtf.

Today went to school to study, and on 4 hours of sleep, that isn't the most advisable thing to do. Couldn't focus, kept going off with Daniel to talk and do stupid things. That idiot sing so loud until EVERYONE can hear him. HAHAHAHA loser. XD

Then ballet, I almost didn't go. Thank God I went. Got valuable tips for the dance, and after dancing, I really felt better. Plus, MISS GINA BROUGHT HER CHINCHILLA, GLENN!! He's the most adorable thing on earth, so fat and "prisonified". HAHA. He keeps doing this weird thing where he grabs the bars and looks out at you. Haha I was all, take him out, he looks miserable! He's a lot more expensive than the normal chinchillas - 900 dollars! Cause his colour his different, a lot prettier. Fluffy grey kinda thing. He's so chipmunk meets rabbit, I LOVE! But it's too much of a hassle to keep those adorable creatures. DOGS PLEASE. XD

Haniel went to some desaru. Lucky bitch. AND I HEARD THAT MOTLEY CRUE'S COMING TO SINGAPORE??? HOLYNUTSSSS!!! That was so Alvin and the Chipmunks btw, watched at Yuen's. I love Theodore. XD

xoxo
Bex

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Wednesday, September 3, 2008

Goodness I love my fam damily. XD

They're so cute! HAHA. See!

DADDY - "The sardine is very fresh, straight from the can."

MUMMY - "Everybody likes chocolate, chocolate's just to make you happy!"

SISTER - "Look, cousins!" (usually referring to species other than homosapiens)

Gosh I'm lucky. XD

xoxo
Bex

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OMG

HAPPY BIRTHDAY DADDY!!!!!!

LOVE YOU LOADS. AND HEAPS. SERIOUSLY.


Even though I didn't get you a present. AHEM.

<33333333333333333333

xoxo
Bex

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Monday, September 1, 2008

NEW LAPTOP.

Bought during comex. XD

Problem is, wireless in my house is shitty, so the hermit benefits I'd hoped would come with my own laptops have basically been nulled and voided. ARGH. No holing up in my room. DX Now I got to wander around for connectivity that's pretty bipolar, connects whenever it wants to, then gets into a bitch fit and screws up. DX

THAT STRANGE LITTLE (ORNOTSO) BANGLA BOY BOUGHT ME A SURFBOARD FROM COMEX!

1) For what?? OMG.
2) A surfboard. At comex. ???
3) FOR WHAT! HAHAHA OHMAN.

I don't even surf! But aww, that was sweet of you to do so, albeit a little random. XD

I love my keyboard though. XD It's nice and tappy, and it's white! Pretty... <3 And I'm gna get a Baseball Snowmen skin! HAHA it's so cute! XDDDDD

I watched Die Hard 4.0 last night. Was wowed by the techy whizzes. HAHA. Now, am desperately trying to learn shortcuts to things via keyboard in a valiant attempt to look typey and otherwise a genius. HAHAHA. Yeah right. O.O

xoxo
Bex

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