Friday, July 27, 2007
Spongebob.
TWO WORDS.SPONGEBOB'S CREEPY.
Well, technically it's two words and one contraction, means three words, but fuck it, you get the point.
DAD'S COMING HOME ON SUNDAY. Truth be told, I'm actually looking forward to the stuff more. XD MEEH I FEEL MEAN. I LOVE DADDY. Uh right.
So, HE GOT JANANI'S PRESSIE. IT IS... Oh wait I shall NOT say it here, in casieboos she's lurking or something. XD Oh shit I wrote in casieboos. O.o RUI'S INFLUENCING ME.
Okay so yes, Fon's right, we've been going to Rui's house like EVERY MORNING. And I think we only studied for two of those mornings seriously. Oh whatever. -rolls eyes- I totally crammed for geog, gimme credit! XDDD
AIYO, mum's nagging. Exam week. I DESERVE 10 MORE GODDAMN MINUTES.
ARGH.
CAN'T WAIT FOR
SINGFEST!!!!
HUZZAH.
Only thing keeping me sane; MAKE IT THROUGH PRELIMS BEX!!!
xoxo
Bex
I'm so freaking nervous... Having been nervous about exams since my history exams about 2 years ago. At that time, I cared and even now, I sort of care because geog is sorta important to me, in a way. Well, geog paper's gonna start tomorrow which technically is today since now is nearing 2am. Been heading over to Rui's house recently to study and slack, it's been fun.. We did something today which was pretty, well, how to put it, exciting?
Anyways, bought "peach flavoured fizzy drink" aka B******* Breezer if you catch my drift from NTUC and that cashier didn't even look at me. Course I didn't wear my uniform but well... Anyway, we polished off 2 bottles which didn't really have any effects besides turning pink and someone got really hot and giggle.. And we took random photographs, ate M&Ms and ate peaches which at that moment, to me, resembled baboon butts due to the fuzziness of the peach skin.
Well, I'm studying agriculture for human geog but I might be doing population and settlements as well.. For physical, would most likely be rivers, weathering unless coastal is involved, weather and climate, basically the monsoon stuff.. Hope it's nothing tough..
AH!! Can't wait for Singfest.. After that would be FFAF concert which I'm less psyched but still, I want to see them live. But they don't give me that much an impression of a head banging screaming concert. But you never know. And Muttons to midnight or whatever their name is played 30 seconds to mars today! The bury! Can you believe it? I mean, I know... But i Guess, they're sorta mainstream in a way.. Sorta.. IDK.. Don't really listen to them or anything..
Can't wait to get the Gallows CD and Crowned King.. Anticipating A7X of course.. And another band which I totally forgot.. Hmm... Anyways, I gtg.. Revise for Geog! Wish me luck!
Friday, July 20, 2007
PIANO EXAMS
PIANO EXAMS ARE FINALLY OVER MY GOD.I flubbed quite a bit in my first and second piece, but covered up pretty well. Third was like super DRAMA and I went all, -sways- with the drama hands and eyes and everything. XD But it IS my fav piece; very dancey, very performance-y, so you can't arse me.
DDDX I TOTALLY SPACED on the dominant 7th scale, but I kinda made up for it with the others in similiar motion cause the dude asked me ALL THE HARD ONES. Like all the four on the back page, IN MINOR HARMONIC OKAY. But I played them with NO mistakes. XDDDD -is proud despite flubbing-
And YES I do have the right to be proud of myself.
Why?
1. I didn't breakdown unlike last year; got shoved right in so I didn't really have the time to lose myself.
2. I named the Romantic Period composer correctly; Chopin.
3. I followed the dynamics in sight reading.
4. Delivered in my third piece. And I'm pretty sure I can pass; last year I was all OMG I'M TOTALLY FAILING. So YES, I can, and will be, PROUD. -is happy-
xoxo
Bex
Sunday, July 15, 2007
HAHA OMG
SO TODAY WE WERE LISTENING TO THE RADIO. We as in family ans cuh.So anyways, there was this song that kinda went like this.
3rd September...
Is the day I'll always remember...
And Dad was all, EH?? -goes to turn up the radio- MY BIRTHDAY LEH!!!
So about that point of time, we all got very interested.
Cause that was the day...
My daddy died...
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA OMG!!!!!!
HAHAHA WE WERE ALL LIKE, ... O.O HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA.
SO FUNNY CAN. THEN DAD WAS ALL, ALAMAK!!! -changes-
THE IRONY. HAHAHAHAHAHAHA.
And we were eating in Jack's Place, and we remembered that time in Danny's in LA. SO someone PLEASE remind me to tell you about the time I ate there and the guy gave us coupons. It's not funny til I do the actions. XD OKAY?? XD
Oh OMG I HAVE BALLET IN LIKE 10 MINS AND I FORGOT SHIT I'LL EDIT LATER BYE SHIT.
XOXO
BEX
Thursday, July 12, 2007
MCR NEWS.
OMG LOOK.GERARD Way will not be tied down. It's not that the My Chemical Romance frontman wouldn't like to be, it's just that he hasn't quite figured out how to do it.
Selling a few million copies of his band's latest album, The Black Parade? Easy done. Real life, that's the hard part.
"I constantly have to redefine what real life is for myself," says Way, half an hour after stepping off stage at a German gig where My Chemical Romance supported the Red Hot Chili Peppers.
"I'm still homeless, and it's starting to get to a point where it's getting really old, and I really need to settle down somewhere.
"I mean, I'm a very unattached person, so I could kind of drift wherever I want, which is a great, liberating feeling. But sometimes when you're home off the road, if you don't have a home, you start to feel like you're still on tour."
Only a month ago, things appeared to be different.
Spotted wearing a ring on his left ring finger at a European festival, Way admitted he was engaged.
The lucky lady was reportedly Eliza Cuts, a stylist for the band.
So is Way now attached to a person, if not a place?
"No I'm actually not. So . . ." he pauses, the noise of the Chili Peppers taking to the German stage filling the silence. "Sometimes things don't work out," he eventually says.
While the pressures of life as a touring musician would be obvious contributors to the split, Way refuses to make excuses.
"I don't know how much of it is being in a touring band or how much of it is other things. You know, it's easy to always chalk it up to being in a touring band, but it's hard to say.
"It's just that things, sometimes they work, sometimes they don't work. You just roll with it."
If Way is rolling with it, his fans have been a little more, shall we say, hysterical about the engagement.
The message board meltdowns went something like this: "She is one lucky bitch!"
"He broke my heart and I thought that once I met him I would be the one."
"I just died a little bit inside."
"Way to break every little goth punk girl's heart, Way." And that's just the printable stuff.
"I got a little bit of wind of it," Way says of the frenzy that greeted news of his engagement.
"I think it was big news more so for the fact that people really couldn't figure out my sexual orientation for the last six years," he says, laughing.
"So I think that, if anything, it gave them a lot of answers.
"When we were on Taste of Chaos (tour), there were people I met in other bands that didn't even think I had relationships or anything, they thought I was some bizarre dude that just locks himself in a coffin every night."
He was considered by his Taste of Chaos screamo peers, Way surmises, as "some kind of bizarre, over-driven, asexual weirdo".
It's not hard to imagine Way – whose latest extracurricular activity has been creating a comic book series called The Umbrella Academy, due out in September – getting so caught up in his music and drawing to not notice the willing ladies knocking on the door of the tour bus.
But surely, given the obsessive nature of My Chem's devotees, and their ever-increasing numbers, Way eventually woke up and began to take advantage of the sex and drugs and rock 'n' roll that had landed on his doorstep?
"No," he says. "The drugs – for sure. But the drugs were different – I had always had a problem with drinking, being in a band or not.
"I didn't take advantage of any of that stuff, like groupies, because I was in a committed relationship at the time (the band began) for a long time, and I had a lot of respect for who I was with.
"Aside from that, it never interested me. It was all about the show, the creation, the moment and the movement. So I didn't really care. Being very unattached right now, I still don't care about that stuff."
In contrast to Way's all-too brief engagement, the singer's little brother, My Chem's bassist Mikey, was married in March.
Since then, My Chem have been touring without Mikey, allowing him to settle into married life with his wife Alicia. (Way assures that his brother will be back on deck by the time the band reaches Australia in late November).
At 30, Way is three years older than Mikey, and admits that watching his younger brother get hitched provoked some strange feelings.
"It's an interesting perspective because, being the oldest, people assume you're getting married first, you're going to have kids first.
"So, it was definitely a sign that I was getting older, even before my birthday," he laughs.
Way hit the big 30 in April.
"I actually really looked forward to it, and I was very content. I got a sense of peace from turning 30," he says.
"I've met a couple of people who are obsessed with retaining their youth and Botox and everything. Each one of those age lines is an experience. Each one of those grey hairs is a good or a bad time you had to go through.
"I think it's gross that you would want to reverse the ageing process, when in fact ageing is what makes you more and more special."
The ageing process has certainly worked its magic on My Chemical Romance's music, as the great leap between their breakthrough, 2004's Three Cheers For Sweet Revenge, and last year's staggering rock concept album, The Black Parade, showed.
And yet, the band's next musical movement is the last thing on Way's mind.
"This is probably the first time in the band's career where I'm not personally putting a big pressure on thinking about what's next," he says. "We have big dreams, but our big dreams were, being a cult band, having our own audience, playing a long time, and having something really small and special.
"So once we exceeded all that rather quickly, we really stopped thinking about what was next."
What is next is a tour of North America as the No.2 act on Linkin Park's Projekt Revolution package tour. Way is looking forward to being a support act again.
They did that just recently for Muse – helping the Brits reopen London's Wembley Stadium.
Way, who says he feels "naked" when performing in front of another band's audience, jokes that the Muse experience "was more terrifying than naked".
It reminded him of the time when My Chemical Romance were barely three months old, and received a last-minute call to open for emo supremos Jimmy Eat World in New Jersey.
"That was for 15,000, and we had just played a basement for like eight kids," he laughs. "So playing Wembley felt a lot like that show. We came out and it was 'Woah, this is a lot of other peoples' fans'."
My Chemical Romance play the Brisbane Entertainment Centre on November 28, tickets on sale July 20.
YAY MIKEY'S COMING BACK!!!
xoxo
Bex
Monday, July 9, 2007
MIKEY! MIKEY! MIKEY!
-Whimpers-
Mikey's leaving MCR to pursue education! Well, it IS just a RUMOUR.. But still... Which means he's probably thinking about it and talked to his people about it. WTF is wrong with Mikey?! I know he gave up college to be in MCR but just go married! He's like giving up MCR because of his marriage! Hell! Frank gave up on college too! You don't see him going back to school! Sure, Frank's younger but not by much.. And MCR's supposed to perform here at the end of the year! Which means he's probably not coming with the band! But still, just a RUMOUR right?! I mean, ever since Mikey changed from a skinny, adolescent-like, straight-haired, bespectacled geeky bassist to a beefy, more lively and short-haired manly bassist.. MCR felt different. Evolution is taking place. And now if Mikey really leaves the band, it's over.. It's like taking the M out of MCR.. And who knows? The others might follow suit.. Maybe not Frank but.. others.. I mean. there have been the whole talk about TBP being MCR's last work, right? So... Is their end reaching? -Bursts into tears- We can only hope and pray that Mikey's decision was due to a certain "woman trying to brainwash him" and that everything was just a small thought.. Nothing serious.. Because.. after this, who knows what else it might trigger?!
I'm so psyched for Sing Fest! TAI is coming!! OMG!! I can't wait.. I'm finally going to see the gang but BOO.. Sisky cut his hair!! Still.. Yay!! And Bex better make it to the concert.. After all, it's 9th August! It's like a national right to do whatever you want.. If she really can't go, I'll sneak her out and we'll go by ourselves.. Sometimes, it just takes a spontaneous action to course out our lives and bring out the rebellious streak! Bex, it's time to rebel!
MIKEY! MIKEY! MIKEY!
FON
Thursday, July 5, 2007
LETTER ABOUT E AND GEE.
Here's a letter from a fan on her myspace blog. So it's about Eliza and Gerard, and I bet almost EVERYONE here is NOT interested and- OH MY GOD. TOTALLY SPIES IS ON. AND ALEX IS WEARING A FRO!!!!!!! OMGOMGOMG.Okay so anyways, I'm telling you, EVERYDAY IS SOOOOO HOT. IT'S LIKE, SWEAT'S DRIPPING FROM ME 24/7!!!!! AND to make things worse, BLOCK TESTING in the bloody hall, WITHOUT AIRCON. -dies- GRR!!!!!! DX
Okay so, juicy gossip just below. XD
This blog was originally posted by www.myspace.com/mysocalledromance:
[i DON'T have permission from her to use it, SHH!!!]
Alright so we ALL know that Gerard is not engaged anymore....if we don't well...now you do. Norweigian newspaper interview gerard told the the interviewer he was no longer engaged when he was asked about the marriage plans. That doesn't mean they broke up...her myspace still says she's still taken...but from what little i've been able to dig up in the short amount of time that i've had here's what i've found:
A) The Interview translated:
It's a transalation from A Norwegian interview.
Gerard arrived in dark sunglasses, black clothing and black hair to the interview in the backstage-area at Hove. With a becoming, but absolutely not exaggerated arrogance, he told us willingly about the expectations to tonights concert and his relationship to the Norwegian fans.
-We've unfortunately never been to Norway before, but I think our relationship with our Norwegian fans is the same as with fans from other parts of the world. We care about them, and we owe it to them to do our best. Our fans are intelligent people.
He promised that the band would deliver on stage too and that he thought it was exciting that so many people wanted MCR to come to the Hove festival.
He loves to stand in front of an ecstatic audience and to watch how they react when the band enters the stage.
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Gerard Way really wanted to watch the canadian punk-rockers in Billy Talent, who played before them on the mainstage.
The two bands have been following each other on several festivals this summer, and have become friends. When they play
on the same place, they always try to catch each others shows.
-I'm a huge fan of Billy Talent, I've liked them for a long time. I'm watching their show tonight.
I'm so bad at remembering names of songs, but the first song on the first album I liked right away.
But you don't remember the name?
-No, of course I don't. But it stuck to my head, and I've been a fan ever since.
-
Gerard makes it clear that he won't answer stupid questions, and he doesn't like it when journalists always ask about
his hair and other 'silly questions'. So the journalist felt quite awkward when she asked a question about
Gerard's marriage plans. [He announced the engagement a week ago, his brother Mikey is on his
honeymoon and could unfortunately not be at Hove, so it seemed like a relevant question], and the reply was:
-Actually, I'm not engaged anymore.. That's just something that happens.
-
After a short and very awkward moment with silence, we might as well ask the ultimate question, that only fans that have seen MCR's dvd would understand.
On the the dvd, Gerard gets a hamster cage for Christmas and he promises to buy a hamster to put in it.
Did you get the hamster?
-That's not a stupid question question at all! No, unfortunately not..
I had a hamster when I was younger and would have wanted one now too,
it's just that I'm afraid I'll kill it on the tour bus, he says, and tells us that
he loves animals, but that he has extreme cat allergy. So a cat is then,
with other words, out of the question for the American rockstar.
-I love animals, but I can't guarantee that they get along as well with me.
I hope so....Gerard chuckles, before he sneaks out with his dark sunglasses
and agrees to a short photo session with a fan.
B) The lack of him wearing his ring for the past week or so
c) late may/early june Eliza made a buzznet and a myspace (www.buzznet.com/elizacuts) you can get her myspace off there if you want it she links it...i can never remember the url and I don't have her added. Anyway at first it had gerard all fucking over both of them...like just screaming "hey look i'm engaged to gerard!...oh btw, i'm cutting hair in la if you're interested *wink wink*"
d) 3 or 4 days ago i was telling a friend about it(who i won't name in the blog because she might not want to be named...if she wants to be named she'll leave a comment) anyway my friend went to check out the page and almost everything that had to do with gerard was gone...all the pictures that showed her ring were deleted, all the blogs that mentioned him at all were gone...all the ones that said stuff like "go check out the icecreamman.com he really does exist i met him" (a.k.a. "go fi nd the picture of me and gerard together" were gone. And she had a new layout claiming "Eliza Cuts Official Myspace" now if you go on it TONIGHT it has this completely different layout about "write love on her arms" which is a charity based program that helps people stop cutting. All her pictures are set to private and her default pic is some pic of nothing basically. So now instead of her promoting her hair she's promoting a charity...bare this in mind as i go on to my next thing
Now let's review this...she's obviously used Gerard's fame thru buzznet and myspace, she tried to capitalize off mcr fans by letting us add her, but not allowing us to comment or talk to her or be apart of her "official" PUBLIC page but has no problem telling us to go get our hair cut by her(for a "small" fee i'm sure).
Then Gerard probably tweaked and she ripped most of it down but kept everything pretty much the same to try to just keep the front like "oh yeah it's cool I just wanted to revamp what I had on it" yet everything about Gee is missing...
Then Today Gerard says he's not engaged anymore and her page is a fucking Charity layout with a blog directing everyone to this charity? hmm...I REALLY hope he's NOT that blind...
(Side Note not related to this: as you all can see on my profile i did actually add a banner to their page to my site. It's a really good thing and you should check it out...but I wonder where Eliza's intentions really lie in posting it...because her page has been NOTHING but about her self and her engagement since she started it and now gee calls off the engagement and it's a full on charity promotion?...anyway I continue.)
This is the dirt I've dug up in the past hour alone so god only knows what else there is. But if you guys know more please comment and let me know.
NOW ON TO THE MOST IMPORTANT PART
As I've been bouncing all over myspace, buzznet, this profile, that profile, imnotokay.net message boards, gerard way forums and all that...I have found a lot of things that have discusted me from the FANS...happiness, cheers, songs parody's of MCR songs bashing on Eliza, little fan girl's hopes restored (yeah...it's never happening grow the fuck up*sorry to be blunt but i'm mad about this*) FORGET who you are talking about. Read this next part as if it is not about Gerard nor is it about my chemical romance in anyway.
This is about a man, who has to live his life in the public eye, who has no where to hide from the shame of a failure, has no where to go to hide that he's hurting o ther than behind an egotistical smile and an "i'm okay" and try to play it off like it wasn't a big deal. This is a man that is dealing with a loss and a broken heart, regardless of who or what she might be. HE love(d) her and now has to face the world with a broken heart. He's JUST a man, a human fucking being like any of us. And I know most of you are too young to really understand this(and i'm not trying to offend or hurt you here) No matter how in love you've been you can't understand the kind of love (or hurt) you will feel when you are in your mid to late 20's (or in gerard's case 30) and you fall in love, you decide you want to try a marriage even though it's something you never thought you wanted. Only to have it all fall down around you.
I dated a guy for 3 years thought he was my world and my life, couldn't imagine a day without him in it, didn't know how I lived before him, didn't know how I'd live without him when he was gone either. We broke up Nov 05, he's now on my personal myspace as a friend and all that's on it is his new live in girlfriend that took my place telling him how lucky she is to be living my life. It hurts to this day. Not the way it did then but I still bare the scars. I don't hurt for him, I don't want him, but I've grown colder, I've grown more cynical, I don't let love in easy and I don't let people too close. Love bares it's scars, no-one is too young to understand that.
Think about the last time you got dumped(or had to end a relationship)...and I mean serious relationships here. When your releationship ended. Probably the last thing you wanted to hear was how horrible the person you love(d) was!
All you really want is someone to just know they can't understand what you're going thru but be there to tell you "hey it's ok, i've been there, you'll get thru, if you need me, i love you and I'm here" Don't jump for joy that she's out of the picture, don't jump for vengence on her, Look at Gerard and say "he loved her, he's hurt, regardless of if he ended or she ended it, he's hurt." and focus your attention on our frontman, not her, not the fact that she doesn't have "your" *rolls eyes* man. C'mon people we're all flesh, we all bleed, we all cry, we all feel pain we all feel hurt and we all deserve happiness and someone to try to understand and comfort us. Hell why are we MCR fans to begin with?
Because MCR GAVE US that, without passing judgement on our lives, our decisions, our relationships that anybody else couldn't see didn't work, they just loved us unconditionally and gave us the ability to rise up from the ashes of our broken fucked up lives and carry on. So let's tell gerard the he doesn't need to be afraid to keep on living because he DOESNT have to face this world alone...he has US.
AND this might sound really harsh, but this is how strongly i feel about this...if i get ONE hate message about Eliza on this blog I will BLOCK you're page. I'm serious people. It doesn't matter what the fuck kinda person Eliza is, like I said before we're not the ones that can judge we DONT KNOW anything more that what we see, and like anything else...things aren't ALWAYS what they seem no matter how obvious they might appear to be. I don't have much respect for her but this is about Gerard not her. He's our concern, she NEVER should have been.
Love him like you say you do...care about him for the man he is not the celebrity we've made him into.
Goodnight...sorry for the bitchfest Becks has worked 78 hours in one week (13 hours of it yesterday) and I have to work a 12 hour tommorow so I'm not entirely all that pleasant of a person right this second haha
But all my rants aside you know that I love you guys very much and I dunno where I'd be without you guys...you've pulled me thru alot...so lets pull gerard thru this.
Gerard..If I could hug you I would. If I could wipe your tears I would. If I could listen and know you felt my loyalty and knew you could trust me I'd listen. If you could see my eyes you'd know they were sincere. I dunno what happened, nor is it my business to know. But I know that you've helped me thru alot and it hurts inside of me to watch anything bad happen to you and not be able to help. And it bothers me to even know about it. It feels wrong to know about your personal life in this way. It's not fair to watch you suffer infront of the world. It's more than I could take on. My pride and walls are built so well I barely let my 2 best friends see any of my pain and even then I never let them see the full extent. To have the whole world watch would be unbareable.
You've always been stronger than me, I admire you for that. I admire that you can take an ugly crowd and with a cool confidence and a sarcastic witty comeback to their jeers you can win them over. I love how you can take all your fans and hold them close to you while telling the rest of the world to fuck off. I know you'll be okay. I just hope that the people that you know are real, and know you can trust are people you can and will turn to because you don't have to be alone. I will not say i love you, I don't know you, but i love everything that you've done for me and I wish I could give that back to you. But this is the best I know how to do. However YOU ARE LOVED...you have your bandmates, your family, your close friends...lean, they love you, they'll let you, it's okay. And when you're ready...Your Army is sitting here on ready...to show you we care.
Becks.
OMG THE IRONY, BECKS. LIKE BECKS, BEX?? XD Ring any bells?
So I THINK. That no matter how hurt Gerard is, if Eliza is really using him as that anonymous person on INO claims, I think it's all for the best. Since you know, WE ALL LOVE HIM, so I wouldn't want to see Gerard hurt. EVER.
Omg people posted on LJ that E Cuts won't be E Way, she'll be E DIOT FOREVER. BAHAHAHAHAHAHA ROTFLMFAO
xoxo
BEX. HAHAHAHAHAHA
Wednesday, July 4, 2007
Candy Empire!
DEFINITIONS.HEAVEN: Candy Empire!!
HELL: Candy Empire... WITHOUT MONEY!!! MEEP.
So I wouldn't wna go there if I have no money. Cause it WILL be hell. XD Those choccies and sweeties ALL going BEX!! BEX!! And I can't heed their yearning cry for me. -tear- XDDDD
OMG NO WAY. MCR IS GOING TO KL ON DECEMBER 9TH, AND POSSIBLE INDONESIA ON DECEMBER 10. SO THAT MEANS...
THEY MIGHT MOST LIKELY MOST PROBABLY I GUESS COMING WHEN I'M AWAY ON VACATION!!!!! -dies repeatedly-
NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
BEX. NO XOXOS. I AM FREAKED.
Tuesday, July 3, 2007
Monday, July 2, 2007
SO
THE HERMIT has finally decided to grace us with her presence. XDPEOPLE. I'm having university issues, AGAIN. O.o What's with my obsession over the not-so-impending shadow of my future?? Okay maybe it's just paranoia, but lemme tell you, IT'S FULLY JUSTIFIED.
"Better to be safe than sorry," - Bethy.
OF COURSE. That's why we're soulsisters!
SO. I've decided to have this little thingy called...
Think About It
Naturally, you have to think about it. XD Ruilynn's "random tots" gave me this idea. XD Credit to RuiLynn.
So...
Think About It
HOW THE HELL...
Can the vocalist of SLIPKNOT be the vocalist of STONE SOUR as well?? I MEAN SLAY-FUCKING-ER!!!! Srsly, Through Glass by Stone Sour is NOTHING like Slayer. O.o COREY TAYLOR IS
And guess what, he worked with Anthrax too. Quoted by fans saying:
"Anthrax is NOT his style at all!!!"
One thing to say:
Exactly.
xoxo
Bex
Edit: I swear too much. XD